anotha first. we’d been apart for like 3 years now and just recently i heard his got a family a
NEW one. and it suxxx! actually it hurts. ive always wish he gets to meet my booooo. theres nutin more i could ask fo this month of "red sluggish fev." - my term.
all the mess in the world and i jusst need one more reason why i should not fuckin kill myself?!
why let go? am i still clinging to chance?